I don't know why but it reminded me of this line from Chasing Amy Alyssa Jones: Why are we stopping? Holden McNeil: Because I can't take this. Alyssa: Can't take what? Holden: I love you. Alyssa: You love me? Holden: I love you. And not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy-dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. And it's not because you're unattainable. I love you. Very simple, very truly. You're the epitome of every attribute and quality I've ever looked for in another person. I know you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you'd ever consider. But I had to say it. I can't take this anymore. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't look into your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. I know this will probably queer our friendship -no pun intended- but I had to say it, because I've never felt this before, and I like who I am because of it. And if bringing it to light means we can't hang out anymore, then that hurts me. But I couldn't allow another day to go by without getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shoot-down. And I'll accept that. But I know some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, that means you feel something too. All I ask is that you not dismiss that -at least for ten seconds- and try to dwell in it. Alyssa, there isn't another soul on this fucking planet who's ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you, and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it's there between you and me. you can't deny that. And even if we never speak again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me, which -while I do appreciate it- I'd never need a painting of birds bought at a diner to remind me of.
I figure a Sensative, Sweet, Sexy and Sizzilin' lady from down and under would enjoy a movie like that.
Today is my little one's birthday. She's 7!! How time flies....especially when you have little ones. It feels like just yesterday she was a little baby. Tonight, I'll take her out for dinner and ice cream. She's all excited!! And she wanted to bring a treat to school today, so I told her that we both had to wake up early enough to stop at the store first. If she wasn't waking me up early this morning. She can't get out of bed early any other day though. LOL. The joys of being a kid! :smt023
Bookie, tell your little girl 'Happy Birthday!!!' :smt113 I hope you all have a wonderful time tonight. It's those moments that you remember for a lifetime. Enjoy!!!
I feel like I might be coming down with a cold/flu but I'm vigorously fighting it off.:smt074 Maybe I'm being paranoid but I don't want even the slightest of symptoms! There's about 3 people at my job sick and I work next to all of them.
Thank you everyone. :-D You're all so sweet!! I'll let her know that random people on the internet that mommy talks to wish her a happy birthday. ;-) You guys are great! :smt023
Books: Give your little one a big hug!!! LA: When did you switch sig??? That is too funny... Thank you for the information! Once again you come to my rescue!!!
Finals are ooooooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 week off. Gonna make a comic book, a movie, and get a job. Has decided to stalk every job oppourtunity until employment or incarceration is achieved.
That's who passed it to me then!!!!!!! :smt067 I'm so sick. I had an exam for a job I applied for. I passed to the oral test and I'm so scared. 6 of us of 40 passed. I'm sooo worried. :smt120 Besides that, can't wait to start my bellydance classes. This year I also might take the bellydance teacher "registration". HA!
