What's going on with you 2.0?

I feel very depressed, I dont know what hit me..... it's like a wave of hurricane katrina depression.... I am sure I have some sort of chemical imbalance.....this ups and downs, sucks....I am glad my ex left me.... as nice and joyfuly guy as I am... sometimes I have this down mood.... it is not like I am taking upper and downers.....oh well....Thank God I am not a psychiatrist, I would have hang myself right in the lock unit.

im sorry your feeling this way (((H)))

if you think its a chemical imbalance then talking to your doctor about your options would be good

they insisted i was depressed after my girl was born as i would be laughing one day and crying the next. i refused the meds as i didnt see what they saw but i did talk to a councellor about my issues
 
wow weathers sure nice today

my arms are currently a nice shade of deep pink, i dont tan as such, i go red and it fades to a darker shade of pale

my little girl though the pain is a dark brown colour now with a much paler nappy area, i had laid her outside on a blanket for an hour and a half, damn that child tans fast, i blame her dad
 
For those following the story, :smt043, here's an update on my brother:

He is still in FL. He didn't call my parents back in time on Saturday to get info about the only flight out that day. They told him Sunday was out of the question because we had a family party. They told him Monday or Tuesday.

He said he'd call them Monday morning. They waited and waited. Monday night rolls around and he calls and talks to my Dad. My Dad said he was slurring his words. My Dad asked if he had been drinking, he said, yes. He, ironically, went to an AA meeting, then borrowed money from someone there and went and got himself drunk. Oh boy.

Needless to say, he's proving that I was correct all along.

And enough of my siblings have talked sense into my parents and they've admitted that they don't want him living there. They are currently looking for a halfway house or shelter for him to live in once he's here. It's now Wednesday and he's still not in Chicago.

My Dad asked me yesterday if I was serious when I said that we weren't going to move in if my brother moves back to live with them. I said, yes, I was serious. I said I didn't want to expose my daughter to that type of high stress environment. I said, no one deserves to live in those kinds of conditions, especially you guys. They've more than paid their dues in regards to my brother. I think they're finally seeing the light and being honest with themselves - trusting their guts over their hearts.

We shall see if anything ever comes of this.

I'm glad that your parents are seeing the light. I really hope that your brother can get himself together - for his own sake! I'll continue to pray for you all. I so understand the drama - my mom has had major sibling drama over the years, and I've seen how stressful it is. No fun to say the least. Hang in there, chica! :smt056

btw, how many siblings do you have?
 
I'm glad that your parents are seeing the light. I really hope that your brother can get himself together - for his own sake! I'll continue to pray for you all. I so understand the drama - my mom has had major sibling drama over the years, and I've seen how stressful it is. No fun to say the least. Hang in there, chica! :smt056

btw, how many siblings do you have?

Thank you chickie!! I do hope that he can get himself together, but he's 48 years old. It's ridiculous that it's gone on as long as it has.

Anyway, I have 2 older brothers and 2 older sisters. :smt023

And a nephew who is 6 years younger than me, that's more like my younger brother. :smt043
 
Thank you chickie!! I do hope that he can get himself together, but he's 48 years old. It's ridiculous that it's gone on as long as it has.

Anyway, I have 2 older brothers and 2 older sisters. :smt023

And a nephew who is 6 years younger than me, that's more like my younger brother. :smt043

Wow - that's sad that he's still still having so many issues when he's pushing 50. I thought wisdom came with age??...guess not true in every case, lol. Try not to stress, lady!

Awww, so you're the baby of the bunch?? How cute...Bookie the baby, lol. I'm the oldest of 3, so I don't know nothin' about being the youngest. I was always kind of motherly to my sibs, but they still love me, hahaha. :rolleyes:
 
Wow - that's sad that he's still still having so many issues when he's pushing 50. I thought wisdom came with age??...guess not true in every case, lol. Try not to stress, lady!

Awww, so you're the baby of the bunch?? How cute...Bookie the baby, lol. I'm the oldest of 3, so I don't know nothin' about being the youngest. I was always kind of motherly to my sibs, but they still love me, hahaha. :rolleyes:

Yep, I'm the baby. And sometimes I wish I wasn't. But, anyway, I always liked to say that I had 3 sets of parents raising me. LOL.
 
Yep, I'm the baby. And sometimes I wish I wasn't. But, anyway, I always liked to say that I had 3 sets of parents raising me. LOL.

LOL...you sound like my brother - he's the baby AND the only boy...he jokes that growing up he had 3 moms between me, my sis and our mom, lol. :smt036
 
LOL...you sound like my brother - he's the baby AND the only boy...he jokes that growing up he had 3 moms between me, my sis and our mom, lol. :smt036

That's what happens when you're the youngest! :smt043

I'm going on a date tomorrow night with someone I haven't met yet. I was initially excited, but as the week wears on, our conversations are getting a bit pedestrian already. ARGH!! I hope he's more exciting in person.

Though I've been wondering about myself lately. I feel so in a rut, that maybe I'm the problem. I feel like I'm dull right now and completely off my game. ACK!!
 
Was is Florida for 10 days, visiting my cousin. Epic ass time. Might post some stories, if I'm not too lazy. Car wrecks, cops, and sleepwalking.
 
well my crack head neighbours got raided yet again today, they brought 2 riot vans, 5 cars and 2 drug dogs to search that place, took the cops 4 hours and no one was arrested, lol

when they kicked the door in the womans boyfriend and her son were out and oddly enough when she called him to come back he didnt bring the big car folks have seen him dealing from, guess they got smart after the last raid
 
I feel very depressed, I dont know what hit me..... it's like a wave of hurricane katrina depression.... I am sure I have some sort of chemical imbalance.....this ups and downs, sucks....I am glad my ex left me.... as nice and joyfuly guy as I am... sometimes I have this down mood.... it is not like I am taking upper and downers.....oh well....Thank God I am not a psychiatrist, I would have hang myself right in the lock unit.

Join the gym if you not a member, that helps a lot with depression. Do a bit of cardio.You probably know this though.
 
That's what happens when you're the youngest! :smt043

I'm going on a date tomorrow night with someone I haven't met yet. I was initially excited, but as the week wears on, our conversations are getting a bit pedestrian already. ARGH!! I hope he's more exciting in person.

Though I've been wondering about myself lately. I feel so in a rut, that maybe I'm the problem. I feel like I'm dull right now and completely off my game. ACK!!

Far from it!
 
Thanks for the positive rep...whoever it was. I have been so busy with work. I just got 2 jobs today and so total jobs I have is 3. Wowsers! But, I've earned it. I'm now an Official College Instructor on campus and online. Finally, the education paid off.

I hope everyone is enjoying their summer!
 
That's what happens when you're the youngest! :smt043

I'm going on a date tomorrow night with someone I haven't met yet. I was initially excited, but as the week wears on, our conversations are getting a bit pedestrian already. ARGH!! I hope he's more exciting in person.

Though I've been wondering about myself lately. I feel so in a rut, that maybe I'm the problem. I feel like I'm dull right now and completely off my game. ACK!!

you could never be dull joanie...and consider this time as training for VEGAS...!!! :smt080
 
i'm in one of those naughty moods...have all this trouble boiling up in me and need some way to release it...!!! :smt077
 
i'm in one of those naughty moods...have all this trouble boiling up in me and need some way to release it...!!! :smt077

I feel exactly the same, Tarsh!! It's times like these I feel verrrrry isolated living where I do. I just wanna run amok :D
 
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