I totally understand.

 

You must spread some reputation around before giving it to chesbaygrl7 again.

 

Thanks, Ore!

(You'll get your groove back. Have no fear...)

 

You know what I discovered along the way? You can't (pardon my French here) fuck it back, either. That's a mistake I made early on.

 

I think I understand what you mean. In the end, time, healing and faith in who you are is what brings your confidence back.

 

ore, i agree with ches, you're quite the catch...handsome, intelligent, witty. there is nothing to be anxious about and certainly you should be holding your head high. i know the whole self-confidence thing too well, i went through such a low after the ex and i broke up and still go through it:smt058

 

I will agree with this description. ^ It would be easy to say you should have confidence but sometimes it's shaken and we have to work to get it back. I appreciate that you are a classy guy who has a big heart. Never been one to get into asshole behavior. I tend to respect people who have heart more. :smt049

 

~Updated~

-More quiet than usual which is kinda weird...I'm normally hyper.
-Moderate-Asthma (yeah that's an update now lol)
-Low HFA (another update. I'm pretty close of no longer having it now haha!)
-Frequent Chest Pains (they're gradual, and not sharp...but at times, they can be sharp.)

 

A weak form of gastritis type C and a generally quite low blood pressure.Also a gynecological (if that word exists) issue that may cause for me to not be able to have kids,but still running some tests to figure out the background of that and some other minor things.
Also I have a very strong sense for justice and fairness and jump to people's defense & discuss my mouth dry when someone verbally attacks them for things I believe are great and right and should not get someone attacked.

 

My left lung is there just for symmetry.

 

seriously?

 

Deadly serious.

 

I thought you were never officially diagnosed with this?

 

I neglected to share this but...I've went to see a psychologist two months ago.

 

and....?

 

Turned out that I have another personality sharing my mind. It's the "Other Me." Don't know what it means, but I consider all that to be...bullshit.

 

Not to be flip, but I think we all have an "Other Me" to some extent.

 

True. But does it come with a blackout of sorts?

 

I wish...

But that only happened once, right?

 

Yup. And to this day, I feel like I have a strong "representative" in me somewhere. Must have been my backed up sexual frustrations.