... is to understand as much as I can, and be understood. This is something words cannot tell a person, you just know the feeling when it's experienced.
So, my current situation... I am with someone, and there seems to be some differences that I'd like to know if it has to do with us in general, or us growing up with different color skin.
To put it out there... he's married, with a nice size family. Which lately, I'm thinking we may be coming to a halt, because this can only go so far. (One of my curses seems to be that I'm attracted to unavailable people.) I'm starting to think it'd be nice to wake up with someone instead of an empty bed.
A huge thing that we've been dealing with, is the fact he wants to have a child with me. Well aparently, it's not so huge of a deal for him, and he thinks the words, "I got you" brings me comfort. He doesn't pressure or anything, and don't get me wrong... I do want a (biracial) child, he is handsome, I trust he'd support.. BUT, I want a family myself (which he can't give me), and am super nervous about being a single mom.
So, this is TMI for an intro, but that's kinda my style.. I'm gonna have a look around, and hopefully meet new (understanding) new people.. btw, some general info about me is, I'm 33, (yes, white) female, living in Chicago, but I did just check that stuff off on my profile, so if there's more you'd like to know, feel free to ask . . . . Lady J
So, my current situation... I am with someone, and there seems to be some differences that I'd like to know if it has to do with us in general, or us growing up with different color skin.
To put it out there... he's married, with a nice size family. Which lately, I'm thinking we may be coming to a halt, because this can only go so far. (One of my curses seems to be that I'm attracted to unavailable people.) I'm starting to think it'd be nice to wake up with someone instead of an empty bed.
A huge thing that we've been dealing with, is the fact he wants to have a child with me. Well aparently, it's not so huge of a deal for him, and he thinks the words, "I got you" brings me comfort. He doesn't pressure or anything, and don't get me wrong... I do want a (biracial) child, he is handsome, I trust he'd support.. BUT, I want a family myself (which he can't give me), and am super nervous about being a single mom.
So, this is TMI for an intro, but that's kinda my style.. I'm gonna have a look around, and hopefully meet new (understanding) new people.. btw, some general info about me is, I'm 33, (yes, white) female, living in Chicago, but I did just check that stuff off on my profile, so if there's more you'd like to know, feel free to ask . . . . Lady J
it's not easy to change something in your live, with feelings involved.. but always think about yourself first, what will be best for you, like really really best 
