Do your family/friends know?

Thank you! Sadly this is nothing new stemming from when I was a kid so I have had my whole life to work on my thick skin when it comes to a lot of my family.

 

Wow. Good for your mom as well then.

 

She's a rock star and always has been.

 

Personally,i have made my point clear to my family that I'm gonna marry WW and they all accepted my decision.

 

I am a black man in my early 40's. I have always been attracted to white women my whole life. It started elementary school, the first girl to tell me she liked me was white in 5th grade. The 1st girl I lost my virginity to was a white blonde girl in the Army after basic training. We all had a weekend pass right before graduation. Right before I caught a cab to go to the mall with a few of my buddies in the unit, she had flirted with me for weeks, she told me told me to come to her hotel room that night, if I decided not to go to the club. I went to the club anyway, but I didnt stay long. I told my buddies I was drunk and I am going back to room to crash. I really went to her room instead. I wasn't experienced but she was. She put her all into pleasuring me and coaching me but enjoying my body and the passion at the same time. After that I was hooked for the rest of my life. The past 10yrs I have gone through the motions dating black and Hispanic girls. Some were good women some were not.
I noticed a big difference in how my body comes alive and reacts with white women, my stomach gets that chilly burn feeling of arousal whenever I know they are attracted to me. My family doesn't know, except my twin brother and my dad kind of suspects. My mother would not like it at all, but she will try her best to support my decision. Anyone else I could careless nowadays. What confirmed the path was when I was about 20yrs old, My grandmother is very spiritual and can interpret dreams, she told me in a vision that my wife would have blue eyes. I would like to think that maybe I am destined to. This might all be corny to whoever reads this. But it is the truth, I swear it. You just cannot help what your are attracted to, it will always be there.

 

I dig it, I think it's something that you came into your into. Something magic comes alive in my body as well with white women, I feel like everything is electric!