Extreme Newbie

Hello Everyone,
I have been reading the site for the past few months and I have to say, this site is fantastic. I am a 25 year old white male living and working in Chicago and I have to say, I never thought I would ever be into reading so much about interracial topics. Quick background on where I'm coming from: I grew up a very rural area of the country with essentially no diversity. Once I discovered "real" pornography around the age of 17, it didn't take long for me to develop a liking toward films that were interracial between white females and black men. Realizing this, I started worrying that it wasn't natural for a white boy like me to enjoy strictly interracial porn (Spring Thomas is still my favorite!). I understand that many of you on this site could care less about a white guy on here, and justifiably so. I have seen some of the stuff written by some of the white males on here about cuckolding that are over the top, convincing me that I am a freak for liking interracial porn. Since discovering this feeling, I had a girlfriend in college for 3 years before breaking up but I never mentioned any of this to her out of a combination of inferiority complex and me just being embarrassed. A couple years have passed and I haven't really had any meaningful relationships with girls, but I feel like I should tell my next gf about my "fascination." Is this a bad idea? I am somewhat inexperienced sexually and haven't really done anything wild in the bedroom before, so this is obviously all just a thought in my head now. I am sorry for my long introduction but I just want all you guys to know that reading your posts and comments has allowed me to get so much for information and learn so much about something that is a large part of my everyday thinking and life.

 

its not strange at all, you like what you like, i knew a white guy who used to have a big IR porn collection and loved seeing bm with ww, i just hate the kinda wm who hate on bm and ww but love watching the sex

 

Hi MissWacy,
Thank you for your kind words. I have a lot to learn. It's crazy and hypocritical in my mind to think that white men would like watching but also hate on interracial relationships at the same time. I guess I deep down just feel like I would be depriving whoever my next girl is of an experience that I can't give her. I am starting to worry, however, that I am far too into interracial porn to NOT go through with cuckolding. I mean, I don't see myself as a wimpy white guy in the way they portray them in cuckold videos. Is it possible to be both self-confident and acknowledge the fact that almost all black males are more physical, athletic, and dominant than me? I feel like I'd just be feeding myself a lie to think otherwise. I'm sorry again if this is making me sound ignorant or uninformed, but I really am entirely new to all this.

 

first off, you have tied the entire site down to porn, which offends me and should give anyone reading this bullshit cause for pause. Second, the only interest you seem to have is watching the trained monkey fuck your lady. Or at least that is how I took your inarticulate ramblings.

The beasts who would perform for you, what a wonderful compliment.....I am not only your physical and athletic superior I am in your mental and intellectual better. Others will indulge your fuckery.......not me. Black men are far more then you see us. And certainly more than covers for our own sexual inadequacies.

Punk.

 

Ymra,
I don't know what to say. In no way, shape, or form did I intend to offend you or anyone else. I didn't mean to get on the cuckolding topic, as that is the least of my concern. My issue is more internal within myself. Just as I could never understand the dynamic of the white woman/black man relationship, I am simply trying to figure out WHY I feel the way I do. It's not something I am comfortable even talking about with my friends, as I know I would get made fun of incredibly. I enjoy seeing interracial relationships and I would never undermine that.

 

If you base your actions on how others will see you, then you are a coward, in addition to a wimp. White men before you and after you have seen us a nothing more than things. You are no different . The anything you would deprive your woman of is a MAN, and it will have little to do with sexual gratification.

If you want to know why you feel the way you do, seek therapy.

 

Why are you here? Because you like IR porn? Is that the only reason? We're all here because we are either in an IR relationship or want to be and, although sex is always a part of that, it is not our primary motivation. I am, like Ymra, offended that you seem to connect this site with porn and nothing else. This is a social site, not a porn site.

 

Ymra,
This is actually good for me to hear I believe. It's very much something I struggle in dealing with as I really don't have a personal outlet I feel comfortable in talking about the topic with. I think you are being a little harsh toward me despite the fact I come to this discussion board with the best intentions. I have actually thought about therapy in the past, but I am too ashamed and embarrassed to follow through with it. What on Earth would they even say to me (if they don't laugh first)? I have tried talking to a close girl that is a friend about how I feel and she told me not to worry and that its natural for white guys to have some penis envy especially when more and more white girls are comfortable dating/hooking up with black guys. She said if anything it takes balls to admit and accept the truth. I guess I understand where you are coming from, but then you don't understand how emasculating you guys make us feel. I am not jealous of that. Rather, I accept and acknowledge it. I think I would get scared and intimidated if I ever did actually choose to participate in a cuckolding relationship, so I'm not even legitimately considering that now. I just don't know how to get all this stuff out of my head.

 

Get over it. You like porn. So what? So do I. Who cares. Pretty much every male (and a helluva lot of females, like me) like porn. Geezuz, you act like you're the only person in the world who likes IR porn.

Anyone else want to zap this trolls arse into oblivion?? :smt070:smt070

 

So, I'm lying down looking at the index and I don't have my contacts in and I conflate the title of the thread and your name and came up with "Eye of Newbie."

I wasn't sure if it was a recipe, or a magical spell ;-)

 

All of this is just creepy since that interracial fantasy of WM watching interracial sex between WW and BM is going on for centuries ,it was the cornerstone of discrimmination against Blacks. Yes you like skin flicks but they are not relationships just "doing it". I don't see anything that is interresting to you on this site.

 

He's just here to stir up some shit, me thinks. :smt012

 

I feel like I am trying to be as candid and respectful to all as I can be but I did not expect to receive such backlash! I really respect all of you for being dedicated to something that plays a major role in your life. I am certainly not going to come to this site to "stir up some shit." All of you make this site better and more enjoyable to come to as a place for all of those interested. That was the whole point of my original post. Obviously, you are probably right Ymra. If this inferiority/emasculating complex is something that affects my everyday thinking I probably do need to seek some kind of therapy. I just wanted to get all of your opinions of this cuckolding/Mandingo Party/etc culture that I have read and heard about since trying to "self-diagnose" myself with whatever this feeling is and putting in research into the topic. I don't think that makes me a horrible troll or some white dude trying to rain on this parade. I don't think I'm even remotely trying to stir anything up with any of you. I love interracial dating: that's obviously what brought me to this site! My biggest fear was being made fun of on here for just so happening to be a white guy that enjoys seeing BM/WW relationships. From what I have read on the forums here, you all face your own hardships being in an interracial relationship everyday. While I have no idea the ridicule, dirty looks, and aggressiveness many of you have gone through just by being in an interracial relationship, I guess I just see my situation as more of an internal problem. If you guys/girls still want to hate me, then hate me. Just know I truly am coming here in good faith.

 

I am not going to read all of that if you cant use paragraphs.
You do realize we get your type on here all the time.. people that think for some odd reason that a ww/bm relationship is all about sex/ Do you not understand that we are suspicious.
They always start as you but in the end, the real agenda comes out.
Diminishing people to mere sex is not flattering and that is how you come across.

Personally, I don't mind wm or bw being here if they are respectful and supportive but in the time I have been here, that has NEVER happened.

 

I still don't get why you're here. Because you like interracial porn? So what? That's not a problem, it's a preference.

 

I too have a shocking confession to make...



















I watched a cuckold porn and I sorta....enjoyed it. Check your rep box later on for a link and tell me what you think of it.

 

ive found some of it to be quite sickning, i used to get wm on AOL askin to go on cam with my bf, i swear me and him been followed by some dirty old wm in the park once aswell, every time we moved to a bench his dirty ass kept moving aswell,