the last one got the bums rush. if im not good enough to date then i ant sleeping with you, he tried the but i really like you line but if that was the case we would be where we were before, after all it was him pushing for seeing me every damn day middle one was told thank you very much but whats the point of this convo? i didnt leave you cos i didnt love myself, i left you cos i couldnt stand the constant accusations and the first one, sigh. he knows i wont ever be able to shut him out of my life, he knew at the time if he had finished with him girlfriend ( he hadnt seen her in 2 years or spoken in 1 ) then we could have kept on dating but if hes not going to address that issue then what am i? im not going to be the bit on the side, sod that but i still have love for him and i care about him and with him being a squaddie i worry too damn much that somethings happenned to him if theres no contact for too long
If I lived close to you, I would be over there right away but since I'm across the pond, we can exchange in e-mails.
Sure thing. I still got your e-mail address, my camera is at my sister's place but I'm there tomorrow 'cause I stay over at hers when I go clubbing 'cause she's closer to town so I'll hit you up Sunday probably.
I'm really craving some chocolate tonight......:tonqe: But I guess I'll have to settle for a candy bar or something instead. *sigh*
