I hate living with my mom. It's awkward as hell now that my dad is living with us for a few months(they are divorced and wear pretty much enemies for damn near 10 years until recently). School is about to start. I hate living in this city. I'm trying to change colleges and move to Florida next year. Sometimes, I wanna die. That's it.
I hear you, Ajax. Living with the parents sucks. You know what used to work for me? Pretend that I'm in a sitcom and every morning I wake up on the set. It gets easier if you try to detach yourself.
In about 1 month I will move from Giessen,which is near Frankfurt,to Geilenkirchen which is about 7 hours drive from here and right next to the Dutch border.My boyfriend loves there and we will live together. I have mixed feelings.On the one hand I am excited about moving.I have lived within the same 25 square miles my whole life and am curious about my new location.I have been there many times before but not permanently. I'm also happy to live with my boyfriend because 7 hours drive is quite a lot. But on the other hand I will miss Giessen and Wettenberg and m relatives a lot.
It's hard when you move away for the first time. I went from living no further than a 20 minute drive from my mom to living a 19 hour drive her *L* I made sure when I moved I had a really good phone plan, so I could talk to my mom every night. It helped a little, though nothing's going to make you not miss them. Phones help a lot, though! I will say this...it's quite empowering to move away from one's family, at least. Heartwrenching, yet empowering.
Thanks. Though I know I messed up a lot in it. And I never got to ask you specifically...do you think I should perform it? I'm extra nervous about the concert this time, for some reason, and I haven't even fully decided if I wanna do it or not. The brothers...you mean the thread I made about almost going out with my ex booty call's brother? .....it creeped me out.
I will definitely do that. Due to some huge problems in my family(which I rather choose not to bring up here because I could write a huge book about them) I once decided to rather live with my grandparents than with my mom. My mom felt worse than me.Partly due to the feeling of guilt but mainly because her oldest was no more living with her.Each time we talked on te phone she cried. It will be horrible for her and I hope I'll be able to go through it. Alexander(my boyfriend)will do his best to support me I know that and that makes me confident
I have an interview!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Monday! For the coolest job ever: I might be working for a Psychic Hotline. bahaha. I can read your thoooouuuughtssss oooooOOOOOooo Ok, not really. It's actually for tarot reading, but still. If I get the job I get to list "Psychic" on my resume. Hah, that is so fucking cool. For 18 bucks an hour? Hell yes, I can read the future.
You know when everything in your life is just great! Extra skip in your step, sway in your hips, naughty smile on your face and that "GOD DAMN I LOVE LIFE" feeling? Well that is me! VERY VERY VERY good things are going on in my life at the moment and I am just one glowing ball of happiness! I LOVE LIFE!
Can I borrow some of that good feelin?!?! Preferably during my interview tomorrow! I'm gonna be cooler than Miss Cleo, ya'll. So cool I'm presently dying my hair ruby red. Good god I hope this turns out pretty! I'm scared!!! haha.
I'm supposed to be buying my plane tickets to Russia this week (booking my flight for December) but this war that's going on with Georgia is definitely concerning ....just a little. :wink:
shit man at least you're conscientious about global affairs, which is more than i can say about some other fellow yanks :wink: on the real tho, I hope everything works out for you and Dinara. You get to visit a foreign country (I still want to see Paris..aunt and uncle went there on their honeymoon) and connect with someone you have known over the internet for a while. It's like killing two birds with one spitball. And since we all already know what you two look like, ya'll need to take some pictures together in Russia so we can see.
I been to Paris once.Lol.Its not all that romantic. Sure they got some cute and beautiful spots but it's quite dirty there. Even Berlin isnt that dirty in general. Plus people in Paris got this habit to try to park their car in any little gap between 2 other cars so be careful.Lol. From the Eiffel Tower you can see the Hilton Hotel nearby.Lol
I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, that's right, I am now officially a "Psychic Advisor" hahahaha! Magnifico! Who wants to drop 9.99 a minute on some quality fortune telling?! haha!
