Aww GEM. I'm really sorry to hear that. Losing pets especially one you raised from birth is a hard loss. Hope you'll be ok x
So sorry for you loss, Gemini It's hard to lose a pet that you raised from birth. Our dog passéd away a few years ago, too. We had him in our family for over 13 yrs so I understand how your heart aches.
thank you everybody. it s weird. i still go thru the house looking for him when i fill the bowls and he s not the first to show up that s the bad thing bout shepperds... i hope he ll be fine.