Just, wow. My manager went apeshit on me and told me that if I hate my job so much I should be looking for a new one. Without explanation, without warning, just random as shit. This one was the one dude in that whole place I thought I could trust. Once again I was wrong on that one.
Might I point out that no matter how much I hate my job I make a huge effort to never appear upset in front of the customers, always wear my often complemented smile, am as helpful as can be to even the rudest assholes, clean -everything- im supposed to and plenty that I'm not, help out in every way I can regardless, always looking for something to do since I hate being bored (which means I clean a LOT), show up early for work nearly every shift, and always do what I'm fucking told to do. For a long time I actually cared about my job cause I liked the business, but after getting reprimanded quite rudely because somebody else fucked up I felt I needed a meeting with the store ops manager, because it was handled really wrong and I'm tired of no one even bothering to listen to me. He avoided me for the past week and now blew up on me and another worker for no fucking reason, when we're two of the hardest workers in there. It's complete and utter bullshit and I don't know if he's on his period or what but this is ridiculous.
so I'm getting up in too few hours to look for another job. As soon as I find one I'll be quitting my current, and I highly doubt I'll provide a notice. I'm hoping to be able to just not show up by the next shift, but most likely it'll take longer. So I'll probably end up aiming for a busy saturday night, just so I can have the satisfaction of fucking somebody's night up like they've fucked up plenty of mine.
grr. With all the enjoyment I had last night I was prepared to ride that high for a week. I didn't even get a full 24 hours out of it. grrr.
