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The Dark Knight said:
Ever hear of captain save a ho?
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I am willing to admit, I fell for the guy's charm initially. Got caught up in the idea that one day he would want more. All he wanted was to have someone who would be there when it was convenient for him, he wanted a buddy to play with but never wanted ME.

I started to unattach my feelings for the guy, because it hurt so much. I said I would just be an azzhole like him, but that's not who I am.

So...I'm done. I spent so much time doing things to make others happy...its time for me to to focus on me. And it feels good...
 
Cherok33 said:
I am willing to admit, I fell for the guy's charm initially. Got caught up in the idea that one day he would want more. All he wanted was to have someone who would be there when it was convenient for him, he wanted a buddy to play with but never wanted ME.

I started to unattach my feelings for the guy, because it hurt so much. I said I would just be an azzhole like him, but that's not who I am.

So...I'm done. I spent so much time doing things to make others happy...its time for me to to focus on me. And it feels good...
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ay, what part of Va do you lay your head? I was in Sterling a few months back.
 
JordanC said:
Wish you luck. You need to make your own orbit and quit orbiting around men. Am checking Funkadesi out now on youtube, nice. Thanks for the tip.
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Jordan, thank you. It's really hard. The pain of loneliness just wrenches in my gut... not understanding why there is NO ONE who might be out there who will understand me and appreciate me the way that I am, when I think I am pretty interesting, and other people tell me all of the time how attractive I am. If I can just get through this...

But thanks for checking out Funkadesi... I am listening to their newest album right now... YoBaba. It's really wonderful - what an amazing fusion!! Such high energy - the drums are insane and I just love the Indian lady's voice over everything tying it together...
 
Cherok33 said:
I am willing to admit, I fell for the guy's charm initially. Got caught up in the idea that one day he would want more. All he wanted was to have someone who would be there when it was convenient for him, he wanted a buddy to play with but never wanted ME.

I started to unattach my feelings for the guy, because it hurt so much. I said I would just be an azzhole like him, but that's not who I am.

So...I'm done. I spent so much time doing things to make others happy...its time for me to to focus on me. And it feels good...
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I understand what you're going through Cherok... I fell for the same illusion... am dealing with the same feelings right now. Stay strong... *hugs*
 
saintaugusta said:
I understand what you're going through Cherok... I fell for the same illusion... am dealing with the same feelings right now. Stay strong... *hugs*
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thanks. It's hard, but I know better and should have called a spade a spade a long time ago. I bought the time he asked for to "let things happen naturally" and felt bad when he said he felt I was pressuring him.

I know he isn't going to let go of his freedom and had he committed to me only, he'd feel tied down. Obviously, we want two different things.
 
Cherok33 said:
thanks. It's hard, but I know better and should have called a spade a spade a long time ago. I bought the time he asked for to "let things happen naturally" and felt bad when he said he felt I was pressuring him.

I know he isn't going to let go of his freedom and had he committed to me only, he'd feel tied down. Obviously, we want two different things.
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Don't worry, Cherok - remember, while he's out there "hunting", he's only going to run into more cheap pussy night after night and that shit's going to get old after a while. Most women are so common - dime a dozen. Some day he may remember the woman/women that actually had some substance and heart/ quality. I could be wrong - guys will probably tell me I'm crazy, but I would like to believe that at SOME point all of this catting around would get exhausting and all of the bitches would start to look the same. That's a boring lonely road to go down. You're aiming for something higher - don't lower your standards... I certainly am going to protect my heart better from the start next time too....
 
dWebPro said:
for work. reston town center was pretty fresh as well. had a good night there. have you been to reston town center?
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I do know the area, its very nice. There are a few areas out northwest that are like Reston. A lot to do, great area and good people.
 
Due to a testosterone deficit, this board has become to be too pleasant. Too much goddamn kissy-poo-let's-play-with-my-tea set bullshit and I haven't gotten any negative rep since February. Lower the estrogen and raise the testosterone fuckers.
 
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