Opinions From Guys update-

Yeah I am mad at myself to, but now that it's over I am less angry.

 

I agree with that too. In my situation, I gave myself the ultimatum to make a decision :lol: And after I made the decision to stay with my husband, I've tried to end my "imaginary affair", stop talking to him, but it's hard... I guess just as hard as quit smoking. :lol: We still talk every now and then, not regularly like we used to. I asked him to please stop calling, so he did. On some days, it's very painful. Yesterday it was raining hard, and I was standing at my window and I wanted so badly to be near him, talk with him... and tears don't help. I guess these things take a while to heal... if they ever do.