Thank you.
I just sometimes feel like I'm not even treading water anymore, that it's more like I'm drowning under my finances. I can't even go to movies right now. So you know it must be bad, because I NEVER pass up opportunities to go to the movies. LOL.
But like they say, whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I hope you're right, GG. Right now, I feel pathetic and weak and feel like such a f**k-up.
But I'm changing my days off at work and taking the next week off and whilst my daughter is in school, I'm going to spend time communing with nature, taking walks, going to the library and chilling out and clearing my head. I need to find a solution to this issue, because I really can't continue like this. I just keep thinking about how, had I stayed in the apartment, my car would have likely been repossessed and they'd be evicting me soon. Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!! I ask myself, how the hell have I fallen so far in life?
Anyway, blah, blah, blah, it's a situation that I got myself into, and it's a situation that I will have to find how to get out of on my own.
Thank you for the kind words. You guys are an amazing support system and I always feel so much love and all of the e-hugs and it helps me realize that I will get through this...eventually.
LOL! This is so very true!! :smt042